Sunday, May 2, 2010

Just a usual today but a new tomorrow!

Just the usual day Genie.........and like every day I keep thinking about U....I know the word 'Miss U' has lost its charm coz I use it alot.....but that is how it is....
Genie is it true that we do not value wat we have till its gone???? My ex used to tell me that I will not get a gal like her and I will miss her when she is gone.........A frnd of mine today asked me if I miss her, I dint even think for a second and said life is much better without her which is obviously true.....I have lost something and I have realised it had no value and it has no value.....
She used to tell me she loves me....and m sure she says the same thing to her current boyfrnd wid the same feelings......so I am sure I have lost nothing, everything was fake and emotional drama!!!
Genie when i will be gone....will I be forgotten as a bad nightmare???? Just because I keep expressing my feeling, does that mean they have lost thr meanings????  or just because U knw I am always thr, will u start taking me for granted without thinking about how i would feel about things.......
or.... Will I be remembered as a best buddy whu was always thr for u??? and the memories of me expressing my feelings will ensure a cute smile on ur face???? Just because I am always thr U will share everything u want to and keep the sppirit of this ralation alive for ever????
Tomorrow is a new beginning Genie......things mite change a little, but don't confuse my obligations with my intentions.....not today, not tomorrow and never ever!!

Miss U (I do)

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