Life is nt the same anymore!

I know how much I miss U Genie...... Life is nt the same anymore..... I thought the pain the will end one day.... so far I have only searched and craved for reasons and ways to end this suffering...... but eventually I get back to you..... Everywhere I go... I try to run away from U..... I try not to think of U..... but I guess I have no control.... I listen to songs and tears start to roll down my eyes.......
I have realized that I have only Loved U..... and I will only Love U!!

Miss U alot Genie!

I still miss U Genie.... I still think of U... Still dream of U... Still cry for U...

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Learning to smile

I close my eyes I see your face, I open them and they are filled with tears........ dont know whats gonna happen as the time comes close.....


I can't really believe this is happening so fast Genie....

Its gettin tough..... Its not easy to find someone like U in one lifetime.... Blessed is the guy who will get U as a life partner…. All I know considerin all my actions and sins I must have committed in my life… I was blessed to have U in my life for sometime and I will never ever forget the moments spent with U.

Its not possible to find someone like U in this Lifetime nemore, I know that….. Its not possible to Love someone so much, I will not do that again Genie…. Its hurts… It pains…

Right now when I am supposed to be as happy as everyone around, I cant manage to tackle my own conflicts…. We both are entering a new life but the difference is I m losing the most prized possession of my life and You are finding someone just like that……

Never thought it will be so difficult….. infact never even thought about it….

I know I promised to be by ur side all the time and I am still beside U for everything U choose…… but U are entering a new life Genie…cant even think of creating any sort of worthless tensions for U…..

All I pray is that U stay happily throughout your life and Ur life be as blessed as it could be…..

I cant be more happier for U, but I am a selfish guy….. I feel equally depressed for myself…. I know I was expecting too much from life…

I will always Love U Genie……. 

Please forgive me for the times I was reason to snatch a smile from ur face….. I regret those moments……

Wearing a smile at ur face can be so tough at times.…..



Love U always!!

whats gonna happen...

Genie... U knw wat scares me... That u'll be gone n enter a new life.... I really really think of the day n get so weak... What will I do whn I'll get the feeling that U r nt well...... Wat if I feel like sharin smthn, feel like listenin to ur voice.... Feel like havin a luk at ur sweet face.... Not that I wont stand by U nt that I wont b happy for U..... I will always be here for U Genie... No matter wat happens... N everything that gives U happiness will make me happy, no matter I have a smile on my face or a tear in my eye... Life will nvr b same again.... Never

Miss U so much...

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Miss U

Genie..... days pass by and nights crawl in..... losing a day without a message from you or hearing your voice.... not a day worth remembering..... I m missing you toooooo muchhhhh can feel my wet pillow on my ears :) why is it so easy to manage the physical pain but when it comes to the emotional side of a man...... we are just like gals..... I dnt knw why did I just say that....
U knw whats funny... my phone is playin a trick on me right now...... I am listening to songs and randomly its playin all sad songs which make me miss U even more......
Have a great time..... and may your life be filled with umpteen number of such blissful moments....
U r so bad...... :( did not think of me at all whole day.... how many time shall I text U..... chalo koi na.... mst b bzy with family.....Just hope U are keeping good health!!

Missin U aloooooottttt!

My stupid phone....

Genie...... so sorry.... cudnt be around whn u needed....
Why cant I put a different tone for ur number......... I have to be here for U when I have promised you the same..... I think I shud stick to my previous phone..... I cud have a different message tone for ur number..... :(
either I m gonna find a solution for this or gonna change my phone......
and yes I really really wanna show U my new phone :)

Monday the 13th

I m never gonna forget this date Genie......... even the feeling of being optimistic to have your company in life is an amazing feeling.....
but getting to loose you for sure is hard really hard..... I am lucky and will always be thankful to almighty for I could have you as a part of my life for some of the most beautiful years of my life.....
There is not a single doubt in my mind that you will be blessed with a companion who will keep u as a princess, someone whu will be bestowed with divine blessing...
I have always felt that I am not supposed to be the one....... I can't be the one.... but these expectations and this stupid heart does all the damage....
I will always be here for you.....but U knw what hurts the most..... Its the reason that I cant change nething abt wats taking me away from you.....
had it been work, education, position watever I wud have done it for you..... I cant change the family I am born with.....never felt so helpless....I can do nthing abt it :(

Hey Genie!

Dearest Genie,
U r the best of all, most cutest, new definition of perfection, sweet as honey, my bestest buddy...... the day is so gud to think of the time spent with you.....
regular doses of your thoughts are much needed medicine to pass this otherwise boring day :)
Love U alot.....

Miss U

Hey Genie, Its always a pleasure trying to pen down my feelings for U........ but it can never be a satisfying try. I know I can not capture it through words....
I still some time wonder, what on earth did Ido to have met you in my life........ If every one meets by purpose, if everyone we come across adds a meaning to our life then I am so impatient to find out the purpose.... for 1 I know I am trying to be a better person now, all thanks to you. What else Genie, have I also contributed in making you life a bit happier, a bit simpler, a bit dearer?? as in everyone loves you for U are so special and such a sweetheart, had I not been there everybody woul still love U.... Think abt it :)


Miss U!

Loved it all!

I am missing U Genie...... more than I have ever missed U..... I don't knw what's happening but m going down and down. M going deep inside this dark hole..... I am used to fall deep in Love only and I am really not able to take it today coz I am getting surrounded by all weird thoughts and a feeling of losing the string around U......
I just hope everything is as perfect as it can be on ur side......
Just realized that it has been more than one year since I started writing this blog....... I was so happy, I was overjoyed with the thought of dedicating a complete Blog to the Angel of my life...... This year has been amazing like all the years rather seconds spent with You.....
I hope I am able to do justice to my duty i.e. to take care of U till the time I am a part of ur life, to make U feel special for U are such a sweetheart till the time I can. I hope the time we share will be memorable for U throughout your life..... I know I have loved U with no condition at all, not to stay with U forever, not to get back that Love, not to get a favor from U.....Nothing. I have waited for ur calls, I have slept thinking of U.... I have loved even the slightest pain associated with it..... Loved it all.......
Genie..... :(

Life is Beautiful!!

Genie without even asking I have got so much from this divine presence, now I get scared that if I ask for something I mite not get it. Its been a long time na that I have known U and no one could come close to the place U have comfortably ruled my princess. I have lived a million lives with U around for I can feel life when U smile and I go blank when U are upset.
It matters alot, alot more than I can write or could ever explain. U matter alot, a lot more than anyone can ever imagine my Angel..... I have surrendered my soul to this omnipresent. I have bent down with folded knees, open arms and closed eyes, now just waiting to watch whether my hand go up to Thank God for the beautiful time he gave me in this life time or they are wrapped around the most special person of my life for a Hug.
With every day, every hour, every minute and every second our relationship has matured Genie, matured to the extent that every move needs no explanation and every little happiness is shared. I am lucky I have grown with U and have seen U growing u into a beautiful human being. How can I not respect humans for One out of them is so perfect. I have lived every moment I have spent with U and every moment I have thought of U has given me reasons to believe Life is beautiful no matter what happens.....

Miss U

The Change!

Genie.... everyone says that change is inevitable... all we can do is adjust ourselves with the change but here change is a mere bliss.... what could I do to sustain this change in my life.... I dont have an answer for the same.
Cutie pie why are U so special that everyone around you falls in Love with you and end up hurting you in one way or the other...... If I were to rate myself and you on sweetness U wud be 10/10 and I wud be -5/10 :)
share some of your sweetness with me.....
I am having this happy happy feeling since the time I woke up today..... and wanna share sooooooooooo many things, wish I cud hold your palm in between my hands sit down in front of you, look in your eyes and keep talkin and talking........ na its not possible I wud rather keep looking at your face and sit with my mouth shut..
Genie I was thinking from last 2 days that world would have been so helpless without Microsoft Excel :p
Two days of conference and toooooooo many numbers, umpteen plans and what not...... Had a great time and hope the same for my managers who attended my presentation......
Have a beautiful day sweets....... Keep smiling and spreading smiles.....

Miss U!

Moments!

Genie....... What are you supposed to do when some moments in your life are so beautiful that you wanna take out a camcorder and record every second of it..... but I guess Memories will have no meanings then right??
I can feel my soul captured and hypnotized by an angel and I know I will have this feeling for few more days to come.... not the first time I am feeling so..... :)
some of the best moments of our life are so short lived..... and I guess that is the game plan of almighty to keep limited supply so that there is always excess demand :) I guess a marketeer in me just woke up.... :P
but seriously Genie I can do anything for these small yet breathtaking encounters.....
U knw  If I could just take more of ur time by not letting go off your hand then I will hold it tight at the time of handshake and make U sit with me and listen to all my stories and my thoughts... :) :)

Miss U!

I have felt it!

I have felt it Genie....n thrs no other feeling like it..... Y don't I think of anything else but You when I can't sleep, Y won't I wanna look at anyone else pictures when I need my peace of mind back, Y won't I let anyone be a part of my thoughts when all of them are occupied by U......
but U know what Genie and I am happy to let U knw that, its happening slowly that some of my thoughts are getting occupied by something else.......I am beginning to see the ladder which is going to take this Name to heights, only and only Genie is on my mind........ and very rarely when its not U then its the other one :)
The feeling is beautiful, only problem is to feel it completely I will have to wait!!!

Miss U!!

I just wanna!

how can I even think of sleeping without letting your thought pass by my mind and leave a sweet little smile on my lips.
Your are just too special for me...... and coz of U I have known myself deeply Genie. I might be a different person all together but I like to be the person I am, when I have U around.
My angel...... cute sweetheart I keep on saying this that every time I know You are sleeping, I so desperately feel like catching a glimpse of your angelic face and feel the happiness that only I could feel. :)
Suddenly everything has turned me inside out.... suddenly Love is the thing I can't Live without!!
listening to my most favorite song and missing you from the core of my heart!!

What have you done to me?
Is this how its meant to be
Can' t control this feeling in my heart
I can see better days glowing inside your eyes
And I know you feel it in your heart

All I wanted now
I just wanna spend my life with you
Time will show me how
Suddenly everything has turned me inside out
Suddenly loves the thing that i can' t live without

Goodnite Genie! 

I dream of Genie!

Genie you don't have to be here with me so that I can talk to You....... I have the privilege of sharing my thoughts through these blogs.... its like U are sitting in front of me with your hand on your chin and listening to all my chit chat patiently. Just like U my blog doesn't talk too much but just listens to everyyyyyyyyyyy thing I wanna tell it.
'Genie' this name is becoming more and more important for me day by day and U know about it, sometimes I get scared if I'll be able to do justice to the name. U'll be there with me right??? whenever I'll stumble you'll be there to pass your hand and be my strength. I feel I am capable to pull it off but it'll be so perfect to have U by myside... I hope our company doesn't end before I am ready for what I've been waiting.
I am gonna make it big..... U Know U mean a lot Genie and so does everything that is linked to this name.
I dream of Genie Day and Night.....

Miss U!

By your side!

Oye Genie....... Y can't U be careful about your health sweets.... U r such a adorable sweet little angel then Y don't U make sure U remain in ur best health..... I don't like it :( when I see you in uncomfortable state.... and I can't resist askin U again n again about ur health.
U'll be fine then I'll be fine..... U'll be sad then I'll be said no matter what the situation is today, tomorrow or whenever. If I know U are happy to handle the situation then there's no way I can take a back step and not stand by your side. I'll always be there whenever U want me to Genie.

Miss U!

Genie...... plz plz plz plz plz plz plz plz plz plz make India win the match.... I know U cn do it.....

If I wouldn't write for U!

What would I do if I wouldn't write for U Gin.......??? The sudden burst of emotions that I get takes me over with surprise and then either I see myself having a smile that even I Love...... or I have blurred vision....
This maybe my way of letting out the emotions that need to come out but the purpose behind this is not to snatch even a single smile away from your face.
Kya karun I am not too manipulative, can't really hide whatever goes inside my head and my heart.... and rather than catching someone else, I feel You should be the only one who shud know my daily stories :)
It happens and I can say it so confidently coz it has happened with me...... Inspirations are many Genie, but You bring out the best in me which at times even I am unaware of.... I ain't good but am trying, I wanna be a better person and U need to question me every time U see me going off the track.... I know U will, U do respect my emotions and U do worry about me :) M so Glad to have U around.
Hope the smile on ur face never fades away and the twinkle in your eyes brightens up everyone around.
Goodnite Genie!

Miss U!

Love the way I Love U!

Genie..... Too much is never enough when it comes to feeding my soul with your divine presence..... what will I do without You??? Genie I Love you too much to let you go without tears in my eyes..... I know anyone will love you the way I do but I love the way I love U too......
My sweetheart princess, moooooooooooost beautiful girl on this planet I am glad to have you in my life and will always remember you Angelic face that takes me closer to almighty and makes me believe in him even more.
You are always in my thought when I pray or even when someone asks me to remember my God.... U really take me closer to him may be You both stay in the same corner of my Heart.
No matter what people say about love, I know my love connects me to God......

My dear Angel...... I never get tired of thinking of U no matter where I am or whatever I am doing.
You are the most beautiful and admirable woman of my life and I wish You a very happy woman's day...... My sweetheart is capable of achieving lots and lots that others can only desire and no matter what you think of yourself, I have complete faith on U.
Goodnight Genie.

Miss U!

Love to be confused with You!

Hey Genie..... my cutie-pie, my sweet adorable doll..... sleeping beauty must be dreaming right now. Always I think of you sleeping, I feel like catching a glimpse of my angel and kiss her on her forehead for sweetest dreams.
I myself get surprised for being so much captivated by your charm after all you are just a girl, U are a girl but not just another girl U are the bestest one ever created by God.
Every tension, every trouble, every ambiguity disappears instantly when I think of you.... maybe someone has rightly said that only those who have loved have seen this world differently. sometimes I think I want You in my life, sometimes I feel I don't deserve you. Sometimes I feel that I should keep telling you what I feel for U, sometimes I feel I should keep it to myself. Sometimes I feel like asking you so many questions, sometimes I feel why to make you uncomfortable with my questions. Sometimes I wish for you to feel what I feel, sometimes I feel you will have to fall in Love with me to feel what I feel for U..... Eventually I realize that I am so confused with so many sometimes and so many wants and wishes. 
I Love to be confused with You...... for You..... keep asking myself and keep answering as well. :)

Miss U!

Smitten!

I am smitten by your charm Genie and always short of words to comment over your pics.......... words like beautiful, pretty, gorgeous etc etc can't really bring out the right emotions Genie.....
but I hope U can feel my emotions..... and look at urself from my eyes.....
U r an Angel..... only I can see those little wings and that radiating halo on ur head :)

Miss U my Angel!

Art of Loving!

Genie........ again one of those days when i can feel how flawless, innocent and immaculate your beauty is that every breath is filled of freshness after looking at U.
I know I am toooo fortunate to be the one to encounter such divinity in the form of my Genie..... so simple, soft, pure and natural your gestures are.... I keep falling in Love with You every time I think of You.... every time I see You.... and every time I dream of You...... I could have never felt this Genie if it wasn't for U..... U filled the hole in my Heart and now I feel its beating, with every beat a name comes up and I take it with a smile.... Its U....
People talk about the art of Living..... for me the art of Loving U is the art of Living.....

Miss U!

Genie...... Miss U!! :(

The butterflies!!

No matter how much I try, or how much I control my feelings...... I end up sending U text with sad smileys.... lol weirdo I am!! I tell u everyyyyyyyyyything n keep thinking abt wat goes in ur head all the time.....
U r my Angel....the smartest yet so cutest one!!
I wish I could spend soooooooooooo much time with you but the problem is that you are available in limited edition and that too for limited time period.... I can't really tell what is it that attracts me to U but I certainly know that whatever it is, the butterflies it gives me in my stomach when I see You or even when I m thinking about You are soooo addictive Genie..... I like every second of it....
Love U Genie!!

Just the way You are!

Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same

So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Gin!

Gin...... You do wonders baby, you seriously do wonders.... I have experienced so many things now I feel that somehow you induce these feelings inside me and make everything looks so illuminated and admirable.

You look into my eyes I'm stripped of my pride, my soul surrenders and You bring my heart to its knees. I can never think of putting up restrictions on my feelings coz its not possible and Its beyond my control. You don't come across people so often who change the way you look at life, I have come across you and its the best thing that could have ever happened. I m gonna always be there for U, for U have been here for me through the time we have spent together and will spend till fate parts us.

Miss U!!

Hey Genie....... my sweet little most beautiful Princess...... May the day bring joy and tons of happiness for U.... Keep smiling and spreading smiles too :) Have a Good day!

What is Love?

Some situations are hard to digest Genie. If there are two ways, some times both the ways look fine just because we do not have control of the outcome and all we can do is wait and watch. At times I would just keep my hand on my heart, look up the sky and wish, close my eyes and pray, kneel down at times and hope for a miracle to happen but sad truth is miracles are rare and I m not that fortunate.
In the evening when I was out having my dinner I saw a glimpse of the memories that I have gathered. I have those moments that are so precious and so breathtaking that I wish I could relive those moments again. I have so much with me and I have the answer to one of the questions my friends used to ask me and I used to say 'I don't know'.
The question they asked was "what is Love?", Now I have the answer and but not the intent to share with them but just with U.

Miss U!

A place called Love!!

Every time You are near...... I just can't stop smiling!!

Miss U!!

Happy for myself!!

Every day is Beautiful Genie, every night is Romantic, every morning is full of Hope and Every evening is full of wishes and blessings. This is how you affect my daily life. Something that is natural for U is divine for me and something that is your nature is the definition of cuteness for me. I am crazy about U, U know that's true but all the good qualities or positive traits that I have developed over the period of your presence in my life (to the whatever small extent I feel I have some qualities :) ) its all bcoz of U...... U have changed my life from head to toe since the time U stepped in and then became the most important part of it. I know its in Your nature, U never try to do anything extra or pretend to be someone else. At times even i feel amazed that how 1 person can affect the existence of someone else so strongly that every thought is filled with just one name. Y aren't you like others, Y everything about U is so perfect?? jealousy, creed, selfishness etc etc Its not U.... Its SO not U...... U are one of a kind for me, the best one possible. I have U as a part of my life and I feel Happy for myself.
Good night my Angel!!

Miss U!!

Forever!

Forever I'll be there, I'll surround U like the air!
You won't always find me next to U but silently I will care!

You are the most beautiful thing I've ever seen!!

U and Me!

Hey Angel my sleeping beauty...... U must be sleeping right now and whenever I think of that, it again n again reminds me of your baby like angelic face when U must be sleeping.
Just wouldn't be able to take my eyes of my beautiful Genie when she is sleeping.
Genie I was just thinking today that we have moved on from the stage where the differences are created because of small things. Every thing that is not in accordance to what one person wants is stretched to limit and the pressure and the burden of such relationships begins to expand indefinitely, but fortunately everyday is filled with joy and love and there is no space for creating mountains out of molehills between U and Me. I understand what U feel sweets and I know U also know wat I feel even if my actions suggest otherwise.
Its a sweet simple and a precious relationship which has respect, love and all the essential necessities which keep us alive. I adore U my princess for U know where to draw lines and how to handle delicate things so flawlessly. Its a blessing to have shared so much with You Genie. There's no Me without U and there will be no Genie without Me.

Miss U!!

My Angel!!

Genie..... It was a blissful day..... One more quality added to your personality and fortunate me to experience the same in such a sacred way.....
U are so so special and so talented that only if U instead of me wud start believing in the same then nothing can stop you from making your own way to the top sooner :)
I believe in U and I know that U are capable or removing 'im' from impossible..... U are my darling Angel.... U can do anything :)
I just wish more of such beautiful moments make their way towards my list of sweet memories. Love U my most precious possession!

Miss U!!

Genie..... I don't know take out ur magic stick and make things right..... :(
On a second thought... let it be..... work is really boring otherwise.
Actually even I don't know wats wrong and wat am I expecting........ hope for tomorrow to be a brighter day...
Keep smiling Angel :)
Good nite n sweeeeeeeeeeetest drms!!

Miss U!

Hey Angel...... ur ability to swipe me of my feet just by a glance is just amazing, not even a glance but ur mere presence is enough to hypnotize me and take me to a totally different world.
The problem is that I am dependent on words to describe my emotions and words are never enough to express one's feelings. So maybe I will never be able to communicate how I feel about you but one things is sure Genie.... Its feels great to have all those feelings for U coz at the end of the day its YOU on the other side ;)
Bad thing is that only I can feel them and U can just imagine :)

Miss U!

The flexible Limit!

Genie I thought there was a limit of missing you  and yes there is a limit, but the problem is that the limit is made of rubber and is flexible. Every time I tell myself 'Dude! This is the limit' I see myself missing You even more.
I know sooner or later I am gonna find out this limit...... and m glad its not right now!
Genie You are soooooooooo so cute and Innocent little baby..... I am sure not only me but people around you are capable of finding that out about you but the feeling is millions time more concentrated for me coz I Love You Million times more than everyone around you apart from your family. :)
I don't miss missing you but I love loving you..... coz the feeling itself is beautiful. You on top of that are just so adorable cute baby doll.
Love the pic... as I said it captures the inner beauty and sweet innocence of yours. The nature as I have always said has the ability to bring out the best in You..... A mere surrender to nature is enough for the photographer to capture the real person inside you. I can merely imagine the moment of peace and divinity from your expressions.

Miss You!!

Missing U alot Genie....... hope U having a pleasant time..... Had a great time today Genie and Can't wait to share it with U.... What do I do when U are the only one who comes to my mind when I think of sharing my happiness with or U know just like a kiddo I wanna show something that I recently got.
Whenever I am at a place that is beautiful, I wish U cud experience the same through my eyes.... If there is something materialistic I really cherish and can't share with anyone then U are the only one to whom I can easily handover that thing. I want you to feel ever moment that lights me up and I want to be a part of every moment that takes the smile away from ur lips even for a second.
I want my Genie to be soooooooooooooo very happy that nothing can snatch even a bit of that happiness away.

Miss U!

A day without U around is like a day without air Genie...... The moment when I am feeling lonely is the same moment when I am happy for the enjoyment and the blissful time U must be experiencing.
The days that have gone by have just made me realize the importance of your presence...... I just wish that may U get the 100% of what you desire and the time that I have to stay away from U must be so special and so divine for U that it covers up for the both of us not being able to communicate.

Miss U!

Genie Ur smile is the showstopper...... It feels like everything else is just not important when I know U are happy and wearing the smile that is as sweet as sunshine and as mesmerizing as moonlight!!
 plz plz plzzzzzzzzzzzzzz keep smiling Angel.......

Genie my cutie Rockstar..... how r u doing sweetie??? If U r smiling then U r just doing fine, keep doing that :)

Miss Ur Angelic Smile!

Where do I place You!

Genie...... where am I suppose to place you???
We humans have given name to every relation and then we are supposed to relate every person in our lives with one of those limited relations that we have defined. U know people show respect to those who teach them something that they value and which helps them to lead a better life...... teachers, lecturers, Gurus, parents are all associated with God because they are the people who have one way or the other affected our lives with their presence for good. They teach us, hold us, make us understand the importance of right things in life.
Friends are those who are just like us, they enjoy what we enjoy, they eat what we eat, they are the part of every spontaneous weird ideas that we have but once there is a conflict of thought, that is when the gap starts to build up and keeps increasing from time to time. You are not a friend.
Bosses, colleagues are those who want us to do things that they don't do, or do not intend to do at times. They teach us a lot when they favor us or even when they burden us. You are not a boss.
Teachers teach us all important things, they teach us all different subjects but they want us to remember everything. They teach us even the things that they themselves do not follow in their own lives. Respect comes automatically because they are the ones who shape our future but what's respectable for us is a job for them. They have a purpose behind the knowledge they share with us. You are not a Teacher.

Respect comes from within when I think of You Genie, If I go back in time and think about you presence in my life all over again then there isn't a single thought that reminds me of something bad I learnt from you. There was never a time when I had to reconsider that Y do I love you so much. There was never a moment when in my bad time, a thought of you didn't brighten up my face. If I say that I have learnt so much from you that it isn't because U have asked me to adopt these traits. Its because of the every time you do something that is normal for you, that is in your nature, I feel ashamed of myself coz that is how that thing is supposed to be done in a right manner and I don't do it that way. The way you speak to people, the language you use when U talk, the emotions you have for others, the way your thoughts are so pure and selfless, the way your life is so simple yet so beautiful.
You teach me things with actions Genie, I know if there is something that I will learn from you then it's because you do it that way, not because you want Me to do it that way and that is the way it is supposed to be done. I know you don't have a purpose behind this, there's nothing that You want from me in return and besides there will be nothing I could give you in return for all this. There is no one like you in my life, every time I try to compare someone with you I make a fool of myself coz there is no one that can replace U Genie. The Gap that will be created, the vaccum, the hollowness will never be filled again once you will walk out of my life Genie.
Respect of-course I have for U and there is no limit to it, I Love you more than you can ever imagine more than even i can imagine, I Trust you more than I trust myself, When I pray I can never miss a thought of you and be selfish just to ask for myself. When I do a favor to someone then I know Its U inside me who is doing it. Its you everywhere Genie, its not random that I call U Genie. I call U Genie because you are always with me whenever i want, where ever I want. I call U Genie because you get me out of any trouble, when i think of U I know what am I supposed to do. I call U Genie because U have best of the qualities from a friend, a boss, a teacher, a companion and even a Guru. You are all I could have ever asked for.
I don't know where am I supposed to place you, You are an Angel is what I know for sure but there is no name for this relation in my dictionary.

Miss You!

:(

The Key to my Heart!

The day becomes worthwhile when I see you Genie. There's no other thing that I wanna look at when I have you in front of my eyes. There's no other feeling that I wanna feel when I feel the touch of your palm on my hand. I don't mind if that's the last time I walk if I get to walk with you one more time. There's no other voice that feels so Angelic apart from the sound of your smile that brightens up my day. There are no other eyes that look through me, only you have the power to look into my soul. There's no other thought that makes my day, even a thought of you helps me move on n on when I am overburdened. If you think that You and only You hold the key to my heart then that's not correct because You are the key to my Heart.

Miss U!

No Complaints No Demands!

Genie.....Genie..... Genie..... I guess that's what keeps me going on n on n on.... when it comes to loving you so much.... No Complaints No Demands!
U know I was thinking about the 'why' question U asked...... I still do not have an answer for the same but I have an answer for what I want from our friendship..... Genie I want AT LEAST One of us to remain very very happy and enjoy the divine beauty of what we call 'Life' each and every second we live. I want that 'One of us' to be you..... It has always been about U and it will always be about you.... coz U are that much Special..... U are the most special.
I am sure U admire what God has given us but I pray that God gives you the ability to appreciate every small and big thing that makes a difference in our lives.
God bless U!


Im looking for a place
Im sarching for a face
Is anybody here 
I know

Cause nothing's going right
And everything's a mess
And no one likes to be
alone

Isn't anyone trying to find me
Won't somebody come take me home
 
Why is every thing so confusing?
Maybe Im just out of my mind


I m with U!

 Miss U!

Angel!

Na Kabhi ye Chhipa paye Ke Pyar Kitna Hai
Na Kabhi Ye Jata paye ke Dard Kitna Hai
Bas Ek Hame Aur Us Khuda Ko Hai Maloom
Tujh Se Mulaqaat Ka Intezar Kitna Hai

Had a pathetic meeting at office today...... :( may be I am wrong or maybe my Manager is an *******.
I really dream of the day when I will take 'Genie' to the top and will be able to make you believe what your name is worth....

Miss U so much right now!!

just want one more day with you!

I'm so sad and depressed
Is all I want to do is rest
I go to sleep at night
But my dreams I just can't fight

I think of you lying in that bed
And wonder if there is anything I could have said
I wish you were still here
But I know that you are still near

I love you more than you know
I just wish you didn't have to go
I just want one more day with you
And I know thats what you would have wanted too

I miss you more and more each day
There is so much more I had to say
I know I will see you again
But my life is just started to begin.

- not written by me :)

Miss U!

The Genie Effect!

Genie...Jinn....Gin......Genieeeee
Good morning sweets.... Its always a privilege to walk with you...... I have already mentioned in one of the posts but it always reminds me of 2009...... I was literally stunned when we met and was digging deep inside myself to come out with some words and not make a fool of myself when u tried to make a conversation..... Its still the same :) just that now I know If I will stand with curd in my mouth.....U will make out, its the Genie Effect :)
Wow.... I come up with nice terms, don't I??? :P
I am sure U must have noticed me at times stunned with the Genie Effect ;)
Angel.... plz be a little more careful with your health.... everything comes to a stand still when I know that You are not feeling well..... U know na U mean alot.... not just for me but U know so many people around you who Love you so much and Care for U even more. So since you are on the receiving end of all the compliments, pampering, love and care, Its your duty to be in the best shape and let your loved ones breath tension free.
I wish the best health for U, the Comfort with which you can concentrate on your work and be a sweet little smiling baby doll.... :)

Miss You!

The Best thing about U!

Genie U knw wats the best things about U...... the best thing about U is that everything about U is the best :)
no seriously at least for me..... whenever I feel that U cant be better, U always play ur trick and add on another special trait to your character. I feel special when i know that, right at the time when I miss you, You might be missing me as well. Baby doll people come in life and people move out of ur life but U knw when there's a connection, when there's this invisible wire that holds you together even when you are busy in your daily life, handling your personal, professional and social responsibilities. Somewhere at thr back of your mind you have this assurance that no matter what happens someone is always there to hold you if you stumble. I don't know if U feel that but I surely take you by my side for granted when ever I am sad, happy, demotivated, exhausted. I know all that is until I talk to you. That's the connection I feel with you Genie.

So while you are rolling in your bed and trying to get some sleep....... I wish that a new day brings hundred more reasons for you to smile and the refreshing chill in the air keeps you away from all sort of tensions.
Good night and sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeetest dreams Genie!!

You make Life Worthwhile!

Genie......the most beautiful, sweet like honey, cute like a baby doll and innocent like an infant is the best best bestest girl on this planet I see :)
Everything about You is so very special Genie that nothing can ever replace your existence in so many moments of my life. I must admit Genie, not that I respected you any less but last 4 months have taken my adoration for u to a completely unmatched level. Every new thing I find out about U adds on to my idea of a perfect girl. With the humbleness with which you do things for the people and the cause U follow just amazes me in a most beautiful way. Every time that happens I feel that an inch has been added to your height and an inch removed from mine for not being generous like U...... I hope to learn things from you and I have been selfishly doing that from last few years since I got an opportunity to have U in my life.
Somewhere I know I have also played a part to teach U ways to treat the world U live in, in the way they should be treated and that's because I am one of the regular ones but U my sweet heart are amongst the rare ones who believe in giving and not taking anything from the society. U my friend are the one who holds the candle even when everyone is busy enjoying the darkness that prevails beyond boundaries.
My dearest baby doll U make life worthwhile..... coz U have started teaching me how to live it.

Miss U

Happy New Year Genie!

Genie, First of all I wish you a very happy new year, I hope the year continues to ignite the flame of a very very successful career for U and every new day that it brings down your life should be filled with joy, happiness, peace and positivity.
Genie, This is the place where I can write my honest feelings for U and no one can deviate me or force me to write something or express something that doesn't exists in my heart. I clearly remember the beginning of my last two new years and this beginning has been no different. When its about you then you know suddenly my heart starts beating faster to realize that the clock is about to hit the mark and I try my best to share the occasion with you coz you are my lucky charm, coz u r the one that matters the most after my family.
I know I am not perfect, not even close to that..... but I just hope that with my continuous effort to share my feelings, I am not diluting the extent of my feelings in your mind.
Please wish for me that even dis year I do somethings that make my year worthwhile, I know the change is inevitable but pray for me that the change that I try induce in my life helps someone somewhere in some manner.
Thanks for making me understand the importance of important things in life Genie in your own silent way, at the same time trust me that the back steps I take at certain times are just the small speed breakers I can't avoid and are not the dead end of my journey :) I wish to continue and stay open to all your critics and comments coz they make me a better person Genie.
I dedicate this year to commitment, tolerance and sustainability. Please point out and help me out whenever you feel I am diverting from my goals and be there the way u have always been.

Love U!

To be me!

Genie falling in love with an angel is the most beautiful feeling...... I knw I have been telling you this thing all this while but have u ever felt what its like to be me everyday?
I wish from the bottom of my heart that may God also grow a bud of these feelings in your heart for someone coz then u will know....  how it feels like to hear the only voice you want to hear first thing in the morning..... getting those few seconds to look at the face that keeps revolving in your head all day all night..... getting those special moments to spend with your most precious possession.....
I just wish these feelings for you and not the other half which is best left for me :)
Its best to be me..... its sad to be me.... Its confusing to be me....its just great to be me..... but after all its worth being me when You are my angel....
sleep well my sweet princess

Miss U!

I Love You!

Good Mooooooooorning Genie!!

Good Morning my sweet princess....... Its a Beauuuuuutiful cold morning and the weather has started playin its tricks.....Its one of those times when the headlight of your own car reflects back to haunt U through fog.......
Be a good girl and drive carefully, extra carefully coz there are more jerks on the road than U can think of!!
Christmas passed by and even this year my cutest Santa couldn't fulfill my only wish.... :( there must be size and weight barrier I guess...
listening to your voice right in the morning is so refreshing.......getting a chance to look at your baby angelic face when U wake up could be so divine.....  :) do u cry like a baby when U have to get up n move out of ur cozy bed early in the morning??? :P
I guess Its time for U to get up n get goin now to spread smiles and happiness where ever U go....
Have a rocking day.....

Miss U!

2 times I miss U! When U r nt Around & when U r Around!

mere dil vich rehke mere dil da haaal na jaane
tere baajo kalleyaa beh ke ronde nain ni maane
jeena mera...haaaye, marrna mera naal tere c
tu kar aitbar mera, main karan intezar tera
tu dil tuhiyo jaan meri, main tenu samjhawan ki
na tere bajo lagda g 
u live in my heart n u dont know my condition  
my eyes cry when i sit alone without u 
my life...hey, my death was with u  
u have faith upon me, i wait for u
u r my heart, my life, how shud i make u understand
my heart is nt at peace when U are not around!

Miss U!

I'll be there!

I'll be that breeze that freezes your tears,
I'll be that blessing that vanishes your fears.
I'll be that light moment that forces you to smile,
I'll be your shadow that walks with U till miles.
I'll be that shade that protects you from bad weather,
I'll be the road you travel made up of soft feather.
I'll be that extra minute that gives you one more dream,
I'll be your complimenting partner whenever U need a team.
I'll be that caring shoulder whenever you want to lean,
I'll be the crown you wear whenever you wanna be a queen.
I'll be the dose of happiness when you feel the things aren't right,
I'll be your climbing ladder when you want to reach the height.
I'll be that refreshing thought when the things are moving slow,
I'll be that much needed booster whenever you are feeling low.
I'll be your holding hand when you are crossing a crowded street,
I'll always be your best friend, always there to make your life complete!!!!

All I want but can't have is U!

A part of You that I own!

I have told you quite a lot of time that the way I behave with you is not the way I behave with others, besides we have multiple personalities to deal with different people at different times. You fight with few, are addicted to few, behave professionally with few and chilled out with others. I am happy that there's a part of you that no one knows and I am the only one aware of that :) isn't that really sweet!!! ;)
The way U behave when its just me and no one else is so so sweettttt, I mean anyways you were dipped in honey and permanently sugar coated when U were created by God but at least I have few special moments which are MY OWN and no one else can take them away from me.
I am happy to have covered a large distance between U and I to take that place which is closest to you after some irreplaceable people :)
There's a part of U that I own Genie!

Miss U!

Life with You around!

Genie its true that the time flies and It still feels like just few months have passed since I first met you, U know na, I have already told you that call it my shyness or nervousness I have never been able to speak to the girls who were my crush. I mean there were only few but then still I always had a panic attack whenever I used to talk to them even if it was for something official. I am so happy and glad that somehow I managed to break the curse and crack a conversation with you. I can even write a book on how NOT to behave in front of ur crushes :P but since then everything has been so beautiful, I was a kid at that time but if i talk abt my feelings at that time and now i would still consider myself as a kid :). There is no doubt my feelings have increased from time to time but I still have that nervousness (read excessive consciousness) when I am with you and still that lovely feeling when I talk to you.....
For you are so adorable and resplendent it is so beautiful to spend a part of my life with you around.

Miss You!

Hey Ya!

Its cold n moving out of the blanket was never so difficult...... what do u do first thing in the morning Genie?? I m sure a small prayer to God or give ur mumma a warm bear hug, or maybe curse ur blanket for being so cozy in a winters morning and making it difficult for you to move out of it...... :P
Just wish this morning brings loads n loads of love...... tons and tons of cheerful moments and Millions and Millions of smile at ur lovely face........

Goodmorning!!

You are Important for me!

I ain't no saint Genie I know things change and they change for good but something that hasn't changed a bit is your position in my heart which can never ever be shaken by any body and wats funny is not even U can change it no matter wt U do now. Hey my sweet angel, friends are friends isn't it?? U don't make friends by looking at their bank balance of checking what car they drive..... U just meet them on your way and accompany them in the journey called life..... off course it matters what they were before U met them but what matters more is what they became after you entered their life and became a part of it.
No doubts things mean different to different people when they relate it to their set of values and beliefs but somewhere I hope the importance of that person in your life plays a role as well........ I know and you know how easy is it for any of us to make the other person smile for no reason but right now its the time to find out what that smile actually means to both of us :)
It happens overtime that the expectations arise and so does the frustration but whats important to note here is that is the frustration valuable enough to stay in this small boundary and small garden that we have created?? or its important to decorate it with flowers and rejuvenate our senses with their fragrance till the fall season comes and takes it all away from us Permanently......
I see you refreshed every day and till this day I feel spellbound when I talk to you..... I don't know what you feel Genie!!

Miss U!

The invisible force!

Genie first of all I pray n I wish to see U in the best of ur health each n every day....
It often happens with me when I sit alone and as soon as I start thinking about you in just few seconds I am completely lost in all your thoughts, so many questions, so many instances and so pretty U.
There's something that constantly connects me to you and someone keeps pulling the string from time to time that reminds be of U so badly and I start missing you so much that I almost can feel that U are sitting right in front of me :) and then the length of my lips increases automatically.
It just happened today and U were with me at McD, u have been with me to so many places U have no idea about :p but those moments are day makers.... I feel that my day is complete and in fact few days.. I wonder wat it would feel like to spend a good amount of quality time with you when just your mere thoughts can easily knock me off my senses.... everyday I feel more close and picture myself stuck to the glass shield inside which I see my princess safe and happy...... any more closer and I will break my nose :p
How does it feel to be inside Genie? ;)

Miss U!

If the world were to end!!

I was just reading an article about number of prophecies that claim the end of the world in 2012 and suddenly ur face flashed in front of me when I thot who do I wanna spend my last day with...... I mean off course family has its own space...... but who apart from them??? U must feel my answer is quite obvious but then ya so wat?? :)
Hey who would U spend your last day wit if the world were to end Genie?
Its will be a time no one can imagine right now.... as in U knw everyone will know that everyone is gonna die tomorrow so at least there will be no regrets that Y me and Y not him?? 
I will still wait to spend even a second with you if i could....

Miss U!

Tu Jaane Naaaa.......

What has happened Genie??? Why do things feel different now and different in an annoying way..... have I changed my behavior? I know I am the one in this relationship to keep minimum expectations and extract maximum happiness from whatever I have but I don't know what I deserve and what I can demand here.
I mold myself for U because I wanna do it but what I will regret is that, Y was I not born with what it takes to spend life with U..... :( Small life we live and that too with certain regrets, how sad is that.... It has started bothering me to be honest with you, the countdown has begun and it will only end with the end of this most beautiful coincidence of my life. To meet you was the best I could have ever demanded from above but how could I even demand that, when I wasn't even sure someone like you can ever survive here.U have changed my expectations for good and hv raised them sky high........bt thrs no one there apart from U. No idea what will happen when the space will be empty...... when there will be no U.
U mean alot....

Miss U!

1 down 2 to go!

Hey..... I knw U must be away somewhere, sleepin like a baby.
1 down 2 to go from our ** group.... m sure it will be soon that U will be hitched as well..... time flies and we are left behind. 8 months 9 months 1 year max. U'll be gone.......... forever!!
The world seems brighter than it normally looks when U are around....... little things start to make sense and leave an impression in the most beautiful way they can when U are around. Stronger I feel, Fortunate I feel when U are around.
U never laugh at me na after knowing my thoughts, thinking that how can this happen and how is this even possible. It's OK even if u laugh at it coz thats the purpose of my existence in your life, to give you moments of smiles and happiness by all means every second we spend together.
at the same time why can't I be there when I make you smile every time??? I could also feel the day completed with your angelic face and mesmerizing smile.
Little princess might just wake up as someone is thinking about her so much....... So I'll let you enjoy your sweet dreams and wish the new morning brings peace with it.

Miss U!

Thinking of you...... and praying to God, may U have a wonderful day full of smiles...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sK2Y-eogoDQ


Miss U!

Goodnight!!

when will this day end?? when will the sun rise ???
when will the day come, when you will give me a sweet surprise.
when will I see your face again, when will I see your smile?
you say my name, call me once, I will walk a thousand miles.
I miss you a little too much baby, like dessert misses the rain!
I can feel it deep down inside me as well, when I see you are in pain.
tell me with a smile you are happy, tell me the day was fine!
you are my virtuous prayer, you are my sweet sunshine.

Miss U!

title mein kya rakha hai? :P

kitna pyara lagta hai yaar smile aapke face pe....... and all the girly-girly things you do at times are sooooo sooo cute which can take anyone's heart away...... let alone me, I have fallen for you to the extent that even I don't know and over that You keep digging more and more with your sweet gestures and killer smile that I don't know how far I will slip in this drain of Love till the time you become a prized possession of someone really fortunate.
I try my best to stick to whatever I say to you Genie, but sometimes I feel weak, sometimes I can't help but ask favors from you.... I can na??? You know I m never gonna land you in a situation where you feel I was a mistake but I know to some extent i have right to ask for something as well :) forcefully :D after all who else will bug you if not me???????????
keeeeep smilin n spreading happiness angel!!

Miss You!!

some answers that I couldnt post on Facebook!!

A friend who is sweet!

 

A friend who have the most beautiful eyes?

 

A friend who hates the GYM? :)

Name a friend you would die for?

 

The friend who is scared of trying new things?

A friend who made you cry? :(

 

The person who you miss the most in the universe?

 

A friend that cares about you?

 

A friend who have the best smile?

Name the friend who just got a haircut?

 

If you had the chance to grant one persons wish whose wish would it be?

 

A friend that you want to spend the rest of your life with?

 

The Friend who is innocent?

 

A friend that can put a smile on your face on the days you are down?

A cold winter morning wish!

Good morning sweet angel.... Just smiling thinking of your strange way of saying things and then end the conversation with 'nothing' when i try to understand better... :)
lol..... think of a cute little baby gal standing at the shop and staring at the strawberry lollipop. Moves forward to ask the shopkeeper "can ge one loipo" eating most of the letters while she speaks. Shopkeeper: What??
Girl: (suddenly realizes her mumma told her about cavity and dental pain) nothing! and says goodbye to the shopkeeper and leaves unwilling to tackle anymore questions :)
Shopkeeper keeps thinking what the gal was upto and what did he do as the girl left in a jiffy....... :)
Are you a doll or what?? Life has tensions and life has problems but I swear I feel its worth living when you are around, U might not be good for some, not very sweet for some, You might not feel perfect to yourself as well coz everyone makes mistakes. In one way or the other we do hurt people, intentionally or unintentionally it cant be stopped. I know for myself that when I look at others, I compare them to you but since you landed in my life with your small wings and shining halo... I have met no one like U, not even close to you...
Its a lovely weather outside. if I stayed somewhere near your place. It would automatically have been a perfect weather every morning :) Hope the day brings everlasting smile on your face and be as productive as U want it to be.

Miss U

I wish

I know it has been a long time...... but have only realized the extent of deepness of my feelings for U in the meantime. I missed so much sharing what is stored inside me don't know if U missed it as well..... don't know if I am able to replicate my exact feelings in front of u or not but I always feel the freshness and the essence of these feelings inside my heart.
I have mentioned before that the saddest part of life is the U get to live only once but still U do not get to spend your life with people with whom U actually wanna spend your life...... Isn't it a scary thought Genie?
but if we think from the different perspective maybe one person wanna spend the life with another person but what if another person doesn't wishes the same...... I guess then it is justified..... because everyone has right to chose their own path and make their own destiny...... I wish things were never so complicated.
I wish I wish I wish............

Miss U

one day!

Genie........there is no end of emotions and thr is no end to imagination, It takes us far from reality and takes us to a place from where we never wanna come back.........I mean i dnt know abt others but genie.....I feel so helpless when I knw I will lose u one day :'( and i can do nothign abt it...........................!!!!
I wish things were different, I wish things were alot easier to tackle wid, I will be leaving tomorrow.......I have stayed in ******, I have stayed in *********......but this time its different..........
I know the difference increases only in the term of distance..........but just the feeling of u being thr somewhere close is enough when I m in *******.....

Miss U!

Y can't We!

Y can't we always have wat we desire Genie???? Y can't all love stories be like any typical romantic bollywood movie, where It is decided for the actor and actress to be together in the end no matter wat the storyline is??? U knw even if we struggle for some times but in the end we get wat we really want......then the struggle for the same is worth it.....isn't it???
U tell me....isn't it sad that U get just one life and then U sure u can spend it happily with someone but that someone will spend his/her life wid someone else :(
I guess as I always say it.....finally it boils down to ur karma....what goes around comes around......
I wish we could live life on our own terms and be the leader rather than the follower of it....It would be so cool, we could relive all those desired dreams with our better half. We could visit all those mystery places with our special ones and we could do all those crazy things that are best done when its ur soulmate beside U.....
I guess U call them soulmates coz they touch ur soul (if at all it exists :P).....but wat if the one chosen for u could never touch ur soul......??? how empty and fake life can turn out to be.....
at the same time I thnk the fun lies in the uncertainity of life........if we knew and if we could plan everything for the future then It would be so monotonous lacking all the excitement and emotions....
The best one can do is to wait and keep guessing........wats in store for us!!!!

Good nite my Angel........
Miss U!

Remember Me!

Genie all I want from U is........when I am gone remember me as those un timely showers which shower happiness on us and take us far from unpleasant weather.......

remember me as that witty joke that leaves us in tears and stomach ache while laughing......

remember me as that last bite of a chocolate which leaves mild fragrance, aroma and taste on ur lips......

remember me as that sweet smile of an infant which leaves his mom and dad craving for more......

remember me as that multi colored rainbow which seeks ur attention for sometime and then fades away in the air......

remember me as that song which grabs ur attention, makes u lose urself in its melody and leaves u wid a smile....

remember me as that one broken star which loses its existence to make ur wish come true.......

remember me as that one piece of art which resembles the story of ur life.......

remember me as that butterfly that extracts as much flavor as it can despite of knowing the fact that it will have to leave that flower sooner or later........

remember me as that one second of result declaration when U realize U have achieved what U craved for.....

remember me as a sweet friend who always wished for happiness in ur life.....

remember me.............

Miss U!